Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Okay - so I was told today that I need to blog more....and to be honest...I am sure that I have alot to blog about, but I am trying not to be too negative and things have been kinda rough lately, so I am going to just do a short little blog today and then I am going to try to start and blog about all the crazy stuff that has been going on in my life. So the title - shots...tonight I begin my life long journey of injections for MS....I am a bit nervous...I have to give myself my shots...and the needle seems pretty long. I know that I will be fine, but the thought of it makes me nervous. I think I am also nervous about how it is going to make me feel. It has been described to me as feeling like you have been hit with a train for about 24 hours after each shot for about the first 3 months. That doesn't sound like fun to me... yuck! So yeah...that is where I am today... a bit nervous...a bit on edge with all of the uncertainty...I also think that knowing that this is for my whole life is a bit overwhelming and I am not sure that reality has set in yet. I am going to have to put on my tough girl self and suck it up. So yeah - that's it! Those are my thoughts for this fine day - Joel this is for you!